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Sunday, June 26, 2011
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
My December
Today is a special day.
Can’t recollect now how when and where I got that.
I was so childish…Ya I know that.
I behaved at times very silly.
I had an intense desire to possess it.
I was selfish. I never want to share that with anybody.
I couldn’t even stand a slight deviation from the normal way.
I made problems for everything with everybody.
I used to hurt everybody just to justify myself.
So silly I was….
Then Yes once that time came. It became my own.
Perhaps I felt it that way. Now I knew that was my wrong perception.
As an innocent child I celebrated those times.
I never knew that hard times are waiting for me.
Things changed.
Real life situations started staring at me.
I became a failure in many situations.
I started realizing things in a clear perspective.
People around me started blaming me.
I lost control on my life.
In fact I gave up.
Somebody else took control of my life.
Life changed 360 degrees.
A complete transformation occurred.
I became highly reserved and responsible suddenly.
I stopped laughing and crying in front of people.
Everybody told I am lucky.
Yes I know I am.
Thank God, you made me so secure and I am happy.
But there are some moments in life with a sudden drift
Those times are really painful.
Things will come in front of you as in a movie.
Those old memories will ask you many questions. Those old memories will make you again silly, it will make you cry.
Whatever you suppressed inside will come out and yes tears are broken out now.
I can’t stop it.
I don’t want to stop too.
Can’t recollect now how when and where I got that.
I was so childish…Ya I know that.
I behaved at times very silly.
I had an intense desire to possess it.
I was selfish. I never want to share that with anybody.
I couldn’t even stand a slight deviation from the normal way.
I made problems for everything with everybody.
I used to hurt everybody just to justify myself.
So silly I was….
Then Yes once that time came. It became my own.
Perhaps I felt it that way. Now I knew that was my wrong perception.
As an innocent child I celebrated those times.
I never knew that hard times are waiting for me.
Things changed.
Real life situations started staring at me.
I became a failure in many situations.
I started realizing things in a clear perspective.
People around me started blaming me.
I lost control on my life.
In fact I gave up.
Somebody else took control of my life.
Life changed 360 degrees.
A complete transformation occurred.
I became highly reserved and responsible suddenly.
I stopped laughing and crying in front of people.
Everybody told I am lucky.
Yes I know I am.
Thank God, you made me so secure and I am happy.
But there are some moments in life with a sudden drift
Those times are really painful.
Things will come in front of you as in a movie.
Those old memories will ask you many questions. Those old memories will make you again silly, it will make you cry.
Whatever you suppressed inside will come out and yes tears are broken out now.
I can’t stop it.
I don’t want to stop too.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Gratitude
I had a dream with me. But I lost it one day. But still I cherished it. But now I am afraid I may not be able to do that too.My hopes,aspirations everything suddenly twisted once and I reached into a circle of life, where I know I am safe. I stopped loving myself and now I dont get any dreams.Totally blank. but still life is going on
From where I am getting the power to go forward. I dont know...I am wondering, what all roles I am handling.
My God, I am thankful to you for all the sorrows and happiness.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Hi
I am here without any particular intention, just wanna say a big hi to all of you and when I am feeling down I just want to say something to somebody ,I can come here.
I am very happy that I could create something like this on a platform , creating I know nothing great I am doing, just writing...:)..
but the thought that somebody is there to listen otherside is always sweet.
I may take it seriously and I may start writing interesting topics in future. It depends.
But now I am simply excited that somewhere somebody is going to read me.:))))))
I am very happy that I could create something like this on a platform , creating I know nothing great I am doing, just writing...:)..
but the thought that somebody is there to listen otherside is always sweet.
I may take it seriously and I may start writing interesting topics in future. It depends.
But now I am simply excited that somewhere somebody is going to read me.:))))))
Ray
It was dark around her. She searched for a way to get out of the darkness,but she couldn't.Gradually she started loving the darkness.
One day a ray of light came near to her.She hates it. She couldn't accept that .She tried to avoid the ray.
The ray became bigger.. She has to adjust with that too ..
Adjustments is the foundation of life.
The ray of light became the ray of hope for her. She lived in light.
She compromised on many things. She smiled to the light. The light came to embrace her.
Ray of light becomes a ray of hope and then her life too.
One day a ray of light came near to her.She hates it. She couldn't accept that .She tried to avoid the ray.
The ray became bigger.. She has to adjust with that too ..
Adjustments is the foundation of life.
The ray of light became the ray of hope for her. She lived in light.
She compromised on many things. She smiled to the light. The light came to embrace her.
Ray of light becomes a ray of hope and then her life too.
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